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a great big fucked stupid child with no one to love it
cruel and senseless its tortured and killed
dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb
i never wanted one
but i love how it looks and sings and laughs
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i want you so deep in the body murk black sagging restless pains and dirt
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complicated it breaks the sinews a thousand ways and no different,
its new, its new!
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wanting you better id chain you to the earth and have a bird eat your liver
forever everyday always
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for me, a makeshift bed
of fruits and sweets I can never eat
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like dried kindle brittle and break alone sharing
what is lost
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forgive whistling winds tragic call so confused
it takes me with you
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it wasnt enough i should know it makes sense too much sense is no good
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even plants tear rip and smear with teeth and hands
whos ears did we buy that crap with ?
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i owe shit poetry to a cloud he’d laugh and drink more and cry and fuck blind whores
until my brother gave away his liver
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stygian shit i hate what i hate sits in the back of my head fuck blood go get terror from a stone